10 March '12

I had an insomnia today. So i spent an hours buffering some old videos. The videos of him. Do i have to explain who’s him i talked about? Haha. The love of my life, my lee –call me insane, i dun curr. I watched the videos of him as an MC of midnight reality show, God,  i miss him more than before now. In the episode that i watched,  there was him interacting with girls, where the 3 luckiest girl got feeding by him, and i was amazed at his gentle attitude and sort of lame sense of humor. It was long until 6.30 p.m. Since SHINee was also released the other member teaser today, i procrastinated to sleep, i have a strong feeling, that today was onew’s turned - it turned out right at the end though, haha. But i couldn't manage to wait until the teaser out and fell asleep.

i fell asleed in front of my notebook, and once i woke up, i didn't know why but i was involuntary opened up my notebook, set the internet on, loged in to twitter,  checked the timeline, and there was one saying that onew looked inhumanly gorgeous, blah blah and any good compliments about him. So, i checked up the website i usually looked for the latest update about SHINee and i saw the latest update title was about onew and teaser –onew’s teaser in one line though,haha. I clicked on it, and bam! I couldn't believe what i saw in front of me right here right now. ‘Is he really human? God, he’s so pure, innocent like a kid, sexy as hell, good looking beyond words.’ I was actually lost my words. I was too overwhelmed to be able to see his face AGAIN, after long waiting the day THIS day was finally happened, to see his smile and face. I swear today is one of the most spiritually unforgettable. I love him for any reasons, i just do.