Happiness Is All Self-Talk

At first i felt so wrong and guilty the moment i took a decision to quit from my last university label. But then, i know i have chosen the right decision, i learned my lesson tho. I keep on searching and searching, i keep running into problems, even today i still somehow feel insecure about my  future, what i want to be, do my choice will bring me luck?. I learn a lot about passion on my way to my next destination. Actually, i always know where my passion lies, it’s just there’s this feeling that keeps me from take this matter seriously. Later than i know what’s my real passion, where’s my soul belongs to.  From now on, i want to do what i love, call me a selfish being or whatever, but hey life is only once, why do we have to mess up with our life just for something that pointless? I mean something that you don't like, something that isn't ‘Your thing’, we have to be selfish once in a while when it comes to self-satisfaction, in my very own opinion. Remember how childish i am back then, i feel bad about it, like seriously. I overlooked the most important thing in life, what’s that thing? I want to keep it  for my own sake. But I'm glad, i figured out the light in the darkness trough this long and tiring self-talk. I do really want to say ‘THANK YOU GOD’, and i mean it. I’ll prove to the nature, that being selfish isn't all or always bad, of course in tangible ways.